Profound. Merriam-Webster’s online dictionary defines
the word as difficult to fathom or understand, as having intellectual depth and
insight, and all encompassing. There is
no other word in the English language which describes us better. We are a legion of sorts, that who would
spell the doom of another. We had
started as a few, shelling out against all odds, defeating the norms, until
now, the time when we are becoming the norm.
We are the survivors of a category of diseases that have been embroiled in
a huge battle of bureaucratic mumbo-jumbo and lobbyists and the general
society. We are the champions of hope,
the bearers of colors from pink to purple and beyond. We are as different in our diseases as we are
from our neighbor and yet we will always be family, distant, ever touched by
the fear and mental anguish that is our being.
Our families have endured with us, standing beside wondering what else
they could do, getting mad when folks look at us in an awry fashion, they are
disease free more often than not, yet our affliction is bore by them as
well. In fact it is generally through
them we are able to realize that we are not defined by a word, we are not to be
categorized, we are not to be treated as a number. It is through them, our families, our closest
friends, that we discover we can actually be a survivor. But I can no longer allow myself to be called
simply a cancer survivor. In fact, the
Merriam-Webster definition of survivor even evokes mediocrity. To remain alive or in existence, to live on…
One of the most passive statements I think could be applied to those of us in
our category. Lance Armstrong didn’t
just survive, he was all encompassing after his battle had been won. No, I am not just a Cancer Survivor, I am Cancer
Profound.
This is the opening statement to a story I am working on, but I couldn't sit on that anymore, it is beautiful in my eyes. Please pass it around.
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